I just finished doing Jillian’s 30 Day Shred – workout 1 and 2. I hate that video. I want to stop before the workout even starts. Pathetic. I’m really getting annoyed because I’ve been eating super healthy for 4 weeks now and working out 5-6 days a week, and I’m as fat as I was 4 weeks ago. I’ve been eating so well, eliminating all kinds of unhealthy stuff, so i get discouraged when I don’t see results. I just feel like this is me, this is what I’ll look like for the rest of my life. I’m not saying I’m going to stop eating healthy or working out because I certainly care about my health. But my goodness, I wouldn’t mind if I looked like I actually take care of myself. It’s just been one of those days. Trying so hard and not seeing results is a difficult thing. I’m just super discouraged. The last time I went off my medication and started working out I lost 14 lbs in 3 weeks. And I wasn’t even eating as healthy then as I am now. So I thought for sure that I’d go off my medication and drop my weight that I gained like it was nothing. But alas, I was mistaken. Such is life. I guess this is as good-lookin as I get.
I took Teags to the doctor today and found out he’s allergic to beef, barley, and oats. And rice milk, so I have to switch him to soy. He’s had diarrhea fir what feels like weeks now, and his poor little bum has a constant rash. Plus, I’m always whining about how fussy he is. Maybe it has something to do with what he’s eating. I’ll keep my fingers crossed that these dietary adjustments will help me to get my sweet little Teagan back.
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take it easy on the soy milk! Too much of that causes breast and prostate cancer. How about goats milk? Really does he even need milk? The only thing I can think of I need milk for is cereal (and donuts of course) so find a new breakfast food. Poor kiddo. Good luck with all of that.
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